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First day

Had our first day of class today :B we have a lesson book, a work book, and a grammar book.. they’re all really big and heavy.

We went to Tor Cafe for our break and it was nice, I’ll probably end up doing some homework there after.

After the break we had to talk about our novel… I hate literature. I can’t read >< or understand… not even in English. Good grief I don’t know how I’m gonna survive this.

Went on a really long Stadtfuehrung through the Innenstadt. Kassel has a really rich history and a lot of the old buildings and stuff were left behind. It was funny because there were a bunch of random pieces of architecture left around the city and new buildings were built around it. It was cool except for the fact that I had to carry my stupidly heavy bag around.

Not a bad first day… but I would really appreciate if I could understand more :/

When I got home CJ was home and she asked me if I wanted to go grocery shopping with her.. so I did. It was cool.

Routine

I was up at 5… and I didn’t do anything except break stuff >< until I was sure my host family was awake, which was at 10. Had a late breakfast, bread naturally.

Today we spent most of the day at Oma’s. It’s only a 3-4 min. walk from where we live and it’s right by the supermarket so if I get hungry I can quickly make a trip there :) They keep asking me what I like to eat… I keep answering anything :/ I really don’t know what I want to eat but I don’t think my stomach is quite satisfied. At Oma’s we had Kartoffeln (potatoes, as always), Spargel (white asparagus), and some cold cuts. I’ve gotta say that the Spargel wasn’t bad except the last one I ate was a bit bitter. Afterwards we had some dessert - froyo, yogurt, and strawberries :) it was good.

I’m still feeling very awkward, perhaps even more so than yesterday. I didn’t really know what to talk about so I just sat there quietly staring into space and zoning out. I feel like I’m being very rude but I really don’t know what else to do :(

They showed me some pictures of their family and stuff and asked me if I brought any pictures of my family :/ I didn’t. Actually I feel like I don’t have a lot of pictures from my late elementary to early high school years, especially not with my family :B Schade.

Soon after lunch we had afternoon tea/coffee time with little cakes and cookies. I was quite surprised how soon after lunch we had snack time… then again we ate lunch really late.

We played a card game called Wizard after. It was really confusing at first but I think toward the end I got the hang of it. It’s pretty fun. Basically there are several rounds: the first round, each person gets 1 card; the second round, 2; the third round, 3… usw. (etc.). Then before each round one card from the centre pile is flipped over and whatever colour that card is, that is that round’s “trumpf” colour. There are 4 colours and 13 numbers in total and the higher the number the better. So the first person plays a card, that colour is the colour of the round and everyone else must play that colour if they have it, if not then they can play any other card. And everyone plays one card per turn. Whoever puts down the highest of same colour wins except when a trump card is played, then the trump will win that turn/set of cards. If more than one trump colour card is played, the highest wins. You can only play a trump when you don’t have any cards of the colour the first person played. There are also two other cards: Z(auberer) and N(iemand). The Z wins the round no matter what when it’s played. N is just a throwaway card, it’s the lowest so you can never win a set with it. That’s how you play… but the goal of the game is not just winning a set. Before any cards are played, each person has to guess how many sets they think they will win that round. Then we tally points. There’s a lot of strategy to this game, especially during the rounds with 5+ cards because you have to think of which cards will most likely win you a set and then when you have the correct number of sets that you guessed before you get rid of all your cards, then you’re trying to not win anymore or you lose points. Anyway, yeah it was lots of fun.

LJ’s uncle came over before the game started so he played with us. We had ein Pause because Uncle has to pick up his daughter L2. LJ left to go meet her friends or something. When Uncle and L2 came back, we continued out game.

Their family is really cute. Oma is reallyreally cute :)

After that we came back home and then CJ and I went out for a walk because she wanted to make sure that I knew my way to the Strassenbahn. We walked around the neighbourhood to recycle some boxes and glass as well. It was really weird that the dumpsters for those things were so randomly placed around the neighbourhood.

Anyway, we came back and I kinda just sat in my room. I didn’t really know what to do. LJ was back and her friend came over to pick her up to go out. I met him.. and I was very awkward about it >< like usual.

Yeah, so I’m starting to feel really homesick and stuff :/ I’ve lost my appetite and idk. I feel very lonely I guess, I can’t really talk to anyone. I think it was better with the other students because I could speak a Deutsch-English hybrid but with a deutche Familie, it’s harder. It’s okay I get to see them tomorrow :)

Okaaay, yeah this has been a really long post, I’ll try not to be so wordy all the time. I’m still trying to get to used to how stuff works and how I should set my routine. I’m sure going to my Unterrichtung will help me keep quite busy.

Bad impression

So.. I totally broke the pulley for the blinds here… crap.

Es ist kaputt :( except I really wanna open it to see if I can tie it up again and fix it but my Gastmama says that I shouldn’t do anything to it.

What a wonderful way to start the day .. and the rest of the time I’m here.

sleep..

Uh.. I woke up at 5:00 >< but I had a nice, restful sleep… so yeah. I’m gonna be super tired by 21:00 though.

I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do with myself still. Gah, so supermuchies awkward.

Ungewoehnlich (unusual)

I think that is mein Lieblingsdeutcheswort fuer jetzt. Sorry, I keep putting random German words/phrases in my post but it’s really hard not to because I have to be thinking in German the entire day. Sometimes when I’m typing here I feel like I’m putting English words in the German syntax structures (word order and stuff).

So then.. what have I been up to since I left Canada? I’m glad I asked… hahaha.. :B

Well, my flight was delayed 2 hours from Toronto to Frankfurt.. so that was fun. I ended up missing the bus that took us from the airport to the hostel we were staying at. We ended up going by train and ICE instead so that was fun. Traveling is super tiring… I couldn’t really sleep on the plane so I watched a bunchies of movies instead.

The last few days were spent at the youth hostel so that we could get to know each other and get used to speaking in German all day, every day. We had a lot of free time to go around the city of Hann. Muenden and for other activities like arranged city tours and stuff. I went on the city tour on Thursday and on Friday I went on a boat ride on the rivers surrounding the city. (I’ll post pics and stuff on fb or whatever later).

I feel like my head is going to explode from the amount of German I’ve been attempting to speak.

I’ve been trying to update so many people that I don’t even know what to write anymore… so yeah I guess that’s it for now :)

Oh yeah! Text me! I can receive texts for free (you can send them for free/according to your plan) and then I can reply you via fb or twitter or something. Ask me stuff!

Immer auf Deutsch!

Liebe meine Freunde und meine Familie,

ich muss immer auf Deutsch sprechen und denken. Deshalb habe ich immer ein Kopfschmez. Tut mir leid, ich hatte noch nicht hier geschrieben, weil ich kein Internet hatte. Ja!

So, I’ve just met my Gastfamilie (host family) and we chatted for a bit. The mini-retreat-type-thing in Hann. Muenden was really good since we got to meet everyone in the program and the teachers and such. I’ll try to give a brief update about what happened in the past few days since I left but that’ll have to be a bit later. It’s 12:50 right now so I should go eat lunch with my Gastfamilie… because LJ and I are leaving at 13:10 to see the city and stuff… and I should stop being so antisocial ><. I’ll give an update later tonight before I go to bed.

EDIT:// 16:00 - 5. Mai

Just got back from walking around the innercity where I got to see how to go to campus and where I got to buy a Deutsches Woerterbuch. It’s about a 20-30 min commute from here to class but it’s really easy. Just have to take one Strassenbahn and then cross the road a few times and yeah straight forward. I found out that LJ isn’t 15… which is what the email I got said. I didn’t think she looked 15 :P she’s turning 19 in a week-ish. Ich habe Angst vor die Strasse cross (?), weil die Autofahrer nicht automatische fuer Fussgaenger halten. (I need to learn how to type umlauts and eszetts.) I’m just unpacking my stuff right now even though I kind of want to live out of my suitcase.. but I think that would look kind of rude. I’m not quite sure what to do right now… … … I feel so awkward :B

#upsettheworld

So, I’ve been doing the hashtag #upsettheworld for most of my trip related things. This idea originated from YL actually. It’s from Acts 17:6 where Paul and Silas were preaching the gospel in Thessalonica and the Jewish religionists were jealous because of the reception that they got from the people. Anyway, it’s a really good reminder to me about why I really wanted to go on this trip. It’s also kind of a comfort to me.

I left my house this morning after having just woken up.. baaad idea, I ended up forgetting a bunch of random things and most of all, I didn’t really get a chance to prepare myself mentally/emotionally to leave. As we got to the airport I was in tears asking … “can we please go back home?” Yeaaah… I really wish my mama was still around to send me off, that would’ve been much better since my dad and brother were so puzzled. My brother even asked “are you still okay to go on the trip?” … Boys =_=

Anyway, still another hour and a bit before my flight from Toronto leaves and I’m not quite sure what to do with myself. I really wish someone I knew was going on this trip with me but I guess this is a good experience too.

Blast off?

Alrighty… all packed and junk. Hope I have everything with me. Don’t you just hate when you have that bad feeling that you’ve forgotten something? Yeah.. anyway. Really really really nervous/anxious/worried… etc. but it’ll be okay it’ll be fun :). My mama left last night and I was like …. nooooo mama don’t leave me :(

I really wish I could bring Ticket with me except he’s wayway too big. Pandarisu will do I suppose :P … Pandas remind me of AL though… APandaL …

I don’t know how to blog… sorry people reading this… :( maybe it’ll be more interesting once I actually leave.

YAY adventures! :B

Sorry guyzzzz… I don’t use tumblr very well :P

SOOOO, you get the default bg and stuff. Nothing fancy. Just words and possibly some pictures once in a while.

Man’s best friend…

My cousin found out a couple days ago that her dog died. Now, this dog was no where near old enough to die a natural death or anything so it was amajorshock.

I know this wasn’t my dog but when I found out she died, my heart broke a little. For the past year, I’ve played with this dog once a week when my mother would go to my cousin’s house on campus to cook and clean a bit. She would come running to the door to greet me every morning as I walked in and during lunch when I went back. She would run around, lick me, and curl up on me while I sat and waited for time to pass. She was so small that one of my fingers wouldn’t even fit in her mouth. It’s possible that this dog made me want to have a dog of my own. I’m really going to miss that little puffball. I can’t believe she’s actually gone now.

There’s another side to this story… and it’s quite angering. It’s about how the dog died, as I had mentioned before; she was not old, in fact she was only over a year old and she had no known illnesses.

Basically, my cousins and aunt went to NY for 4 days and they needed someone to take care of the dog. Usually my cousin would ask one of her old classmates to look after her dog if she needed to be away. This time, she left it with her bf who had 2 bigger dogs. (I believe his dogs were also poms but bigger) My cousin warned her bf that his dogs bullied her dog the last time she brought her over. Then she asked him to leave her dog upstairs, away from his dogs.I don’t know exactly what happened but…

On Monday, when my cousin’s family came home she called her bf to say that she wanted to pick up her dog. Her bf told her that he would drop her off. That night, my cousin’s bf went to her house with his mother…

HE DIDN’T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL HER UPFRONT THAT HE KILLED HER DOG!! What the…?! How..?! …?!?!

Apparently her dog died THE DAY she left for NY. Supposedly, her dog was running around and ran too hard into a table and crushed her skull?!?!?!?! Whaaaaa??? I am having such a hard time believing that… SERIOUSLY?! Okay, this dog runs around a lot at my cousin’s house… there is no way she runs anywhere near fast enough to crash into a table and cause a fatal blow to the head. NO WAY. She hits herself and falls over all the time at home.. HOW?!

Either way, even if what the guy said was true… I still can’t believe the way he acted. He didn’t call my cousin the day the dog was injured and taken to the vet. He didn’t ask my cousin what she wanted to do to the dog after he found out it died. He even said that he would bring her dog home to her. To top it all off, he had his mother tell her that her dog died. … I just… WHAT?! I don’t understand why … ?!?! Okay, I guess you can justify that he didn’t want to ruin her trip by letting her know her dog died… but still, it would be respectful to at least warn her that her dog is injured.

Anyway… I will miss that dog for sure :(
Bye Chanel, you were awesome!